Tuesday, July 24, 2012
This 24 year old....
GOT HER LICENSE!!!!!!!!!!! Lol living in New York I for 23 years I was happy with public transporation but in NC I need my license so I got in and my car next month! can't wait! I kinda don't know what to do with myself now. I've been stressing over this road test for the longest time. I procrastinated when I was planning to schedule it a long time ago and my stress levels have been so high for the past two weeks. Finally took it yesterday for the first time and passed. I'm kinda upset with myself for waiting so long. But better late than never I guess.
On to other news...
Vacation to Florida with the family my husband and bestie :) can't wait. We rented a house and its gonna be so much fun. wish I had the body I wanted but either way trying not to think about it or STRESS it too much.
Also my prayers go out to the people of Aurora, Colorado. you are in my thoughts. xoxo
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
Bikini bodies
Hello Readers. I decided to write today because I have started yet another regime (think I spelled that right) Getting kinda frustrated with losing weight. I am all messed up and go medication because I have PCOS and overweight. I am on Metformin and my condition is the reason why I have trouble losing weight from my mid-section. I'm so annoyed my weight goes up and down and my waist isn't shrinking.
I am so frustrated with everything I've changed my diet bought an elliptical and I'm taking natural supplements that I found out about on Dr Oz. It seems like this summer I wont be wearing a two piece yet again. this sucks.
I'm open to Any advice. lay it on me.
Hope you all have an awesome day.
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Se fue Junio , Bienvenido Julio ♥ Goodbye June, Hello July :)
Sheesh its been a while !! tempted to ask myself where have you been?
well some updates just by looking at the posts below:
1) Those glasses still don't have a prescription in them lol never got around to it
2) the husband did not deploy so I am still in Jacksonville North Carolina *vomits repeatedly*
3) The husband's MOS has since been CLOSED -__- this means PROMOTION out the window ;( so he is trying to get into the warrant officers program but in the mean time we have to prepare to get out of the Marine Corp and its kind of scary.
4) Because of (see above) I no longer have til September to finish 14 classes which is now down to 12 (I slacked a little more; with reason) I know have a year to finish these classes and I know I can do it. BUT here is where my problem lies, ready, here goes : MYCAA. *sigh* paying for two semesters isn't helpful to me. -__- annoyed about that actually. I am waiting til right before September to finish two classes that I'm enrolled in now because fiscal year one is over and there's no more funds. Then they will pay for 5 more classes and the rest I will have to get money to pay for. I applied for a scholarship for another online school that is more expensive. If I get the full scholarship ROLL OUT THE RED CARPET I am not your student, but if I get the partial scholarship I have to weigh the pros and cons b/c MYCAA already paid for some classes for my school I'm in not if those classes don't transfer its a NO-GO. So we shall see.
Not sure if I missed anything that I was gonna update on but anywho..
Hubby and I have been having issues a lot lately I'm tired of being stressed it beginning to show. I have one friend who is going to marriage counseling and I feel like it might be me next. I feel like I'm stuck in New York with my family and their problems like being married hasn't stuck yet. we are going on 2 years I think it should have at least PEEKED. So maybe I'm the problem, but who knows. Call it stress call it depression either way I have it. Not sure how to pick myself up anymore. and all the relationships around be crumbling < did I spell that right> does not make it better. I feel like the minute I feel I can depend on someone they leave. My dad used to always says friends don't care about you your family does, it used to get me mad but I kinda understand what he meant now in a weird kinda way. I just wish I could have one friend who stuck it out with me no matter what. It seems like you stay friends with people who never change and never MOVE AWAY. Well that's impossible for me I move because I'm married to someone in the military who has made this life his career. SOOOOO Where he goes I follow. & as for changing, I am. I'm GROWING UP. I heard being married does that to ya. I thought having a child did that too but I think that depends on the person. Because you have those single moms (I know alot) that was around my age still at home with one or both of their parents, going out with friends EVERY WEEKEND. I feel like having a child with your HUSBAND is different. Please correct me if I'm wrong but its a whole different ballgame. I'm taking care of my husband our children the pets and holding down the fort.
Well on to less depressing CONTENT. Applied to be the Supervisor for Kohls here in J-ville hope I get it bc I did it in New York for 9 months and I mastered it in 1. I was getting paid minimum wage to do THAT JOB. If I don't get it I will just apply to be what I was before. Just Jewelry Sales person. I would like to stick to what I know as far as Retail goes. I hate Retail but since I can't find an office job working a job I already know works for me. Also started working out indoors Yay me -_- I am trying Jillian Michaels ripped in 30. lets see if I can actually do it in 30 days. I hope so. So far its kicking my butt but I hate my body and I am determined to be tiny again. IN OTHER MORE AWESOME NEWS.... Florida New York and maybe Pennsylvania next month! Can't wait! I can finally say next month. Happy July people!
So there's my update. could have just wrote STRESS STRESS STRESS but that would have been boring and I aim to please my little itty bitty audience. Hope everyone enjoys their holiday. Happy Independence Day Blog Buddies :)
well some updates just by looking at the posts below:
1) Those glasses still don't have a prescription in them lol never got around to it
2) the husband did not deploy so I am still in Jacksonville North Carolina *vomits repeatedly*
3) The husband's MOS has since been CLOSED -__- this means PROMOTION out the window ;( so he is trying to get into the warrant officers program but in the mean time we have to prepare to get out of the Marine Corp and its kind of scary.
4) Because of (see above) I no longer have til September to finish 14 classes which is now down to 12 (I slacked a little more; with reason) I know have a year to finish these classes and I know I can do it. BUT here is where my problem lies, ready, here goes : MYCAA. *sigh* paying for two semesters isn't helpful to me. -__- annoyed about that actually. I am waiting til right before September to finish two classes that I'm enrolled in now because fiscal year one is over and there's no more funds. Then they will pay for 5 more classes and the rest I will have to get money to pay for. I applied for a scholarship for another online school that is more expensive. If I get the full scholarship ROLL OUT THE RED CARPET I am not your student, but if I get the partial scholarship I have to weigh the pros and cons b/c MYCAA already paid for some classes for my school I'm in not if those classes don't transfer its a NO-GO. So we shall see.
Not sure if I missed anything that I was gonna update on but anywho..
Hubby and I have been having issues a lot lately I'm tired of being stressed it beginning to show. I have one friend who is going to marriage counseling and I feel like it might be me next. I feel like I'm stuck in New York with my family and their problems like being married hasn't stuck yet. we are going on 2 years I think it should have at least PEEKED. So maybe I'm the problem, but who knows. Call it stress call it depression either way I have it. Not sure how to pick myself up anymore. and all the relationships around be crumbling < did I spell that right> does not make it better. I feel like the minute I feel I can depend on someone they leave. My dad used to always says friends don't care about you your family does, it used to get me mad but I kinda understand what he meant now in a weird kinda way. I just wish I could have one friend who stuck it out with me no matter what. It seems like you stay friends with people who never change and never MOVE AWAY. Well that's impossible for me I move because I'm married to someone in the military who has made this life his career. SOOOOO Where he goes I follow. & as for changing, I am. I'm GROWING UP. I heard being married does that to ya. I thought having a child did that too but I think that depends on the person. Because you have those single moms (I know alot) that was around my age still at home with one or both of their parents, going out with friends EVERY WEEKEND. I feel like having a child with your HUSBAND is different. Please correct me if I'm wrong but its a whole different ballgame. I'm taking care of my husband our children the pets and holding down the fort.
Well on to less depressing CONTENT. Applied to be the Supervisor for Kohls here in J-ville hope I get it bc I did it in New York for 9 months and I mastered it in 1. I was getting paid minimum wage to do THAT JOB. If I don't get it I will just apply to be what I was before. Just Jewelry Sales person. I would like to stick to what I know as far as Retail goes. I hate Retail but since I can't find an office job working a job I already know works for me. Also started working out indoors Yay me -_- I am trying Jillian Michaels ripped in 30. lets see if I can actually do it in 30 days. I hope so. So far its kicking my butt but I hate my body and I am determined to be tiny again. IN OTHER MORE AWESOME NEWS.... Florida New York and maybe Pennsylvania next month! Can't wait! I can finally say next month. Happy July people!
So there's my update. could have just wrote STRESS STRESS STRESS but that would have been boring and I aim to please my little itty bitty audience. Hope everyone enjoys their holiday. Happy Independence Day Blog Buddies :)
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