Ok that ( below) was earlier I'm still upset he is still getting ON MY FUCKING NERVES! But he made dinner and it was good so I guess we're ok not great but ok. Gym tomorrow with a fellow marine wife. And then lunch with a few more at Olive Garden. Yum :)
Not exactly happy right now. I feel like I'm on an emotional roller coaster and a physical one as well. My stomach is hurting really bad. As soon as he walked in the door we started to fight. Then some more. Sometimes I wish I had someplace to go but I'm stuck here no place to go. No one to talk to either. I love my husband but sometimes I feel like I don't want to do this our attitudes just don't compliment each other at all. Now that I think about it the past 2 weeks have been horrible screaming yelling crying not talking just horrible I know it will pass but how much of this topsy tervy can I handle? I just want a hug. :-(
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Friday, January 14, 2011
Thursday, January 13, 2011
The Tired Marine
ok ok I'm waking him up hes taking me to Ruby Tuesday for Dinner!
and then back home to watch JERSEY SHORE. :)
Finally Blogging!
So how do I start this? I honestly have no idea. I've been meaning to start a blog for the longest time because I drive myself crazy literally everyday with tons of thoughts. I guess the reason why I have stayed away from blogging is because I figured who would care but in the long run it'll help me be nicer to my husband lol. So I'm a new Marine wife originally from NY but now living with my new Husband (still weird to say it,we were married on September 24, 2010 in NY) in Jacksonville NC.
Can you say BORING? ugh theres nothing to do here.
I MEAN REALLY NEW YORK OR
JACKSONVILLE? LOL
I totally regret not getting my Drivers License when I was in NY. I really didn't see the need at the time. I am so used to taking the bus the trains and taxi's. Now I'm screwed because he never has time to take me driving or anywhere else for that matter and I have a NY permit. -__- can't drive around with that in NC. Well lets skip back to my wedding. The only people that know are my close friends and some of his family. I hate that we have to keep it from them. But honestly my parents are so old fashioned that I had to do it this way. Some might not understand but thats why not everyone knows. My husband is 29 and I am 23. And hes been married before, these are issues I am dealing with although with our attitudes and his Career Choice.
We got married in a Bronx Courthouse and no one knew we were there except my best friend. There was a couple there that needed a witness as well so we were their witnesses and they were ours. I still laugh when I think about it. LoL skipping forward a bit I got my rings! and when I got home I wasn't able to wear them and it drove me insane so my husband proposed to me this past Christmas in front of my parents. I was crying and he didn't understand why. Well the reason why I was crying is because even though to the Military we were married to everyone else we were still just dating so now its like I'm living the engagement that I honestly never got. Makes sense? lol I hope so.
Moving on , here are my issues currently. The Government for several reasons but mainly because when I did my FAFSA for my undergraduate my parents made too much money so currently I have loans that I need to pay back. Now that I'm married and away from home I filled out my FAFSA and if anyone has done this before theres a screen that popups at the end that kinda gives you an idea and what your "result" will be .Well it looks like since my husband is a Sergeant, once again we make too much. On top of that issue. I have no idea whether to go to school online or at a local community college here in Jacksonville. Being that I don't have a license nor a vehicle online school might seem like a better choice but I actually wanted to get out there and live the experience and meet people but at this point I don't know. Along with my FAFSA if I get any aid I will be able to use MYCAA as well but 4,000 dollars in 3 years with a fiscal year of 2,000?? I don't know lets hope it all works out.
Well thats a little bit of my life.
Can you say BORING? ugh theres nothing to do here.
JACKSONVILLE? LOL
I totally regret not getting my Drivers License when I was in NY. I really didn't see the need at the time. I am so used to taking the bus the trains and taxi's. Now I'm screwed because he never has time to take me driving or anywhere else for that matter and I have a NY permit. -__- can't drive around with that in NC. Well lets skip back to my wedding. The only people that know are my close friends and some of his family. I hate that we have to keep it from them. But honestly my parents are so old fashioned that I had to do it this way. Some might not understand but thats why not everyone knows. My husband is 29 and I am 23. And hes been married before, these are issues I am dealing with although with our attitudes and his Career Choice.
We got married in a Bronx Courthouse and no one knew we were there except my best friend. There was a couple there that needed a witness as well so we were their witnesses and they were ours. I still laugh when I think about it. LoL skipping forward a bit I got my rings! and when I got home I wasn't able to wear them and it drove me insane so my husband proposed to me this past Christmas in front of my parents. I was crying and he didn't understand why. Well the reason why I was crying is because even though to the Military we were married to everyone else we were still just dating so now its like I'm living the engagement that I honestly never got. Makes sense? lol I hope so.
Moving on , here are my issues currently. The Government for several reasons but mainly because when I did my FAFSA for my undergraduate my parents made too much money so currently I have loans that I need to pay back. Now that I'm married and away from home I filled out my FAFSA and if anyone has done this before theres a screen that popups at the end that kinda gives you an idea and what your "result" will be .Well it looks like since my husband is a Sergeant, once again we make too much. On top of that issue. I have no idea whether to go to school online or at a local community college here in Jacksonville. Being that I don't have a license nor a vehicle online school might seem like a better choice but I actually wanted to get out there and live the experience and meet people but at this point I don't know. Along with my FAFSA if I get any aid I will be able to use MYCAA as well but 4,000 dollars in 3 years with a fiscal year of 2,000?? I don't know lets hope it all works out.
Well thats a little bit of my life.
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